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19 December 2019 Indecisiveness

I will, given the chance, find a way to waste time at night.  Be it social media or whatnot.  If I’m actually reading a book and not news-stories, that would be considered productive.  Tonight, I spent time trying to figure out which audiobooks to get as I had 2 credits.  I spent over an hour and in the end picked out the latest John Le Carré’s novel and the George Smiley radio dramas, also by Le Carré.  I will let the credits build up again until March when the new Department Q book is released.
The last Department Q novel I listened to sounded like it would be the last.  It didn’t come up to the main conflict until it was 3 hours in.  Then the book focused on Rose and her issues.  Several books back, it was revealed that she had some sort of multiple personality complex.
But still I just took a long time to decide on which books to get.  Which is why I need to find a significant other who will make decisions for me when I get too indecisive.  Someone who would grab my phone and make a decision on what I listen to next based off of my browsing history.
Tonight I watched the Mandalorian, which I thoroughly enjoyed.  I have about a dozen or so books that I need to read (not listening like I normally do for books over 200 pages long) and a few shows to watch to get caught up on.
I started to exercise last night.  Doing 99 crunches and 33 modified pushups.  I also meditated for 3 minutes.  For some reason I cannot do something consistently like exercising, writing, ect. ect.  The onlything I have been able to do is walk and listen to books each night.
So, I will work on focus.  I will sit down and decide what I will read next.  I will work on my exercising.  I will work on my focus and I will work on getting this project done, now that I’m in the editing and rewrite stage.  Then I will see if someone from my writing group has a recording studio and then narrate the finished project.  Well, it’s a thought anyway.  I’m not sure if I want to narrate my book.  It may be a good exercise in the process.  But I’m getting ahead of myself.
Next year, I will work on having friends who want to hang out with me.  Next year I will work on finishing projects.  I apologize for all the repetitiveness of this post.  Repetitive though just kind of seeps out sometimes.

I just downloaded The Author Blog by Anne R Allen.  So, it may be possible that my blog will change over the next year.  It will change the sooner it will be for my book to be published.  We’ll see.  We’ll see what happens next.


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